Date: 12 Oct 2009 Comments:0



The Story begins on July 3rd, 2004. It was a really hot day and i started it off early, woke up at my Glass Studio that morning and got to work hoping to get some work taken care of before it got really hot outside. Not sure but i think it was supposed to be in the high 90s that day, not really weather condusive to glassblowing. After a few hours of work i got a surprise visit from the mother of one of my apprentices. She had found a nice High chair with a foot rest on it that she thought would be perfect for our studio. We chatted for a little bit and then i got back to work. I hadnt sat down and blown glass in 3 years since i had started. I had been working big pieces in the torch( by the way i was a lampworker not a soft glass blower at that time) and standing while i worked was just a more comfortable Posture. Since i had a huge order i needed to fill, and the mercury was climbing steadily i decided to give this nice new chair a shot, hoping that it would allow me to conserve some energy and therfore get more work done.
After about 45 minutes the chair just wasnt doing it for me because i was working a piece of glass tube about the size of a soda can. So i needed to stand up to get the proper leverage on the piece and continue working comfortably. I stood up, pushed the chair back behind me with my foot and continued working. Since it had been years i had worked with a chair i forgot that the chair was behind me. An hour or so later i took a step back to lift the piece of glass i was working on into the light to get a good view of the colors and in that motion slammed the heel of my foot into the ring foot rest on the chair behind me. OUCH!!
the following thoughts occured in about 2 seconds. My first thought was Holy &^$%, i think i just split my ankle open and blood is probably gushing all over the place, during that thought i began to look down at my ankle to see what had happened, i am also thinking wow, maybe i should put this piece of glass in my hands down and tend to my ankle, and then i am thinking well, it doesnt really feel that bad, at this point i got a look at my ankle, and i think yeah its not bad ill be ok…
That is the point where the nerve reaction from pinching a nerve in my ankle reached my brain and caused me to black out, yeah, i hit my ankle pretty damn hard on that chair.
So, im not sure how much time passed by, but the piece of glass i was working on slid down into my hand when i passed out, and i landed on my back, im not sure why but i must have been touching my stomach or chest while i was blacked out and set my shirt on fire which quickly spread to my Shorts, it so happened i was wearing polyester that day too so i went up in flames.
I wake up and start to come out of a foggy mental state quickly, the music i was listening to was in slow motion and i saw the flames all around me and sort of thought wow im in hell, snapped out of it, realized that the soda can size piece of glass had melted to all the skin on the palm of my hand and gave it a good shake to get it off my hand, that didnt work so i shook again and it finally flew off my hand, which caused all the skin from my fingers to peel off to the top of my hand, it looked like my hand, then a glove halfway off on top of my hand, they actually call it “degloving”.
So now im standing up, ripping off my shirt with my left hand because it was on fire, and then i tear off my swimming trunks which were starting to catch fire also, this is all within about 20-30 seconds i think.
Im a mess, i stomp my shirt out and tap on my stomach which basically sounds like hard dried leather and i think to myself, well, im not going to be able to take care of this on my own. So i grab an extra shirt out of my back pack, throw it on, wrap a towel around my waste, make sure the studio is not on fire and jog to my car so i can drive myself to the hospital. I get to the hospital which was luckily about a half mile away(no way was i waiting for an ambulance) Walk through the doors that say emergency room and approach a women at a desk then begin to askfor help, she was a snotty rude women who kept repeating sir i cant do anything for you, you have to walk down that long hallway, take a right then when you get to the end of that hallway you take a left and then take another right. im statrting to yell at her but quickly realize i may go into shock soo and just start jogging down those hallways and finally get to the “emergency” area, where an equally rude women tells me i have to sit down and wait for help, im showing this lady my hand and screaming if i dont get help right now i will die here in you area, luckily a generous nurse had just walked into the area and brought me a wheelchair, sat me down and told me she was taking me into the treatment area to do her best to stabilize me.
I kept my cool the entire time, and could finally breath a sigh of relief because finally i was being helped and could get something for the pain, which is impossible to describe.
They informed me that there wasnt much they could do aside from stabilize me and try to rid the pain, informed me they were goingt o send me to Loyola which would be about an hour ride and then they would be able to begin to assess my condition.
when i arrived at Loyola i finally felt like i was in g ood hands, they rushed me into the burn ICU, gave me an inhalation of propfol and thats the last thing i remember for several hours.
What follwed was a 3 week hospital stay. I had burned about 19% of my body, Really messed up my right hand,(which was my dominant hand) but did not hurt my foot at all!
I ended up having 2 Surgerys, one for Skin Grafting, They shaved the skin off my thighs, to apply it to my stomach chest and Hand. Luckily my left hand was only minorly injured.
My doctor said that if i wasnt an artist, they would have just amputated all the fingers from my right hand. int the end i lost about a half inch off the tips of all those fingers, and everything above the first knuckle of my pointer finger, that was the second surgery, an amputation of that finger. He said i would have to work really hard to get the use of that hand back, but since i was an artist it would be worth it to me.
aFter i got out of the hospital it took about two months of healing and another two months of physical therapy to be able to bend the fingers on that hand again. after 4 months i was finally able to use it enough to hold a piece of glass and do the work with my left hand instead of my right. Finally, Back to work.
Things happen for strange reasons, at the time i was teaching people, helping others alot and being a very selfless person, and when i got out of the hospital all i could do was take care of myself, so it taught me the fine balance between taking care of yourself and others. dont get me wrong,i took great care of myself before the accident, But it caused me to really kick lifes ass and not slack on the future. Nothing will come to you, You have to achieve it and make it yours. I am still a very patient person, but now i do my best to never be lazy.
Thank you for reading my story, may you all be well.
The pictures are from just after the accident, i will upload new pictures soon

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